So google has that 'remeber this day' thing where they show you photos from this date on different years. Today I was shown a clooection of photos of worrill, loftis and baxster helping me repaint my bedroom after Jeremiah left. it was so odd to remeber how I gelt then. Oh my, life a million lifetimes ago. It was before nana dieing, pre christopher exsisting or the other men I have dated in the past since Jeremiah, pre me and worrill fighting, pre planning this round the world, much less going on this trip. Pre zac threatening me, pre mom having a stroke, pre katherine having Chloe. How can two years ago look almost unrecognizable? And how do I deal with knowing that in the next two years the world will likely be just as different? Life lived on quick sand.